STILL WAITING

STILL WAITING

Here I sit,
still,
waiting for something
to move me.

Heavy
with fear,
with sadness,
with a hollowness
that is breaking me
I am paralyzed ...
still waiting.

Waiting
for some change,
some grand turn of events,
some word of wisdom
(or comfort)
that still never comes.

I simply sit,
still,
still here,
waiting simply
to not be
still here ...
still waiting.


mebw
6-7-13